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X ([personal profile] psituational) wrote in [community profile] ioduanlogs2018-05-05 08:04 am

[May Catch-All] A spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down~

Characters: Devin, Valdis, Kit, Zephyr, the Fool
Date: Backdated to mid-April-ish for Devin, throughout May for the rest.
Location: All over Aifaran.
Situation: Ranging from 'hi you should probably know that I'm never going to go to sleep again and here's why', to 'we need a therapy group stat.' Also some identity theft and finely-tailored coats thrown in.
Warnings/Rating: None for now, but at least one thread is going to get personal, so warnings in comment headers as they become applicable!


A: Devin | mid-April-ish, a few days after the park destruction | Oh, By The Way

Valdis has gone missing, and X is pretty sure there's nothing he can do to find her until she wants to be found. It's not ideal, and it makes him antsy, so he's focusing on the one thing he can do something about -- Devin.

For the past few days, whenever X isn't at the park helping to repair some of the damage, he's with Devin in the library, talking. He talks even and especially when Devin doesn't talk back. The bookcases are high, but Devin is better at staying within his own physical limits than X was fearing, and as a result X never has to leap up and help out. He does wince, though, once or twice, when Devin reaches a little far.

Once it's pretty clear Devin is completely healed (and that ability, both in humans and in people like Devin, will never stop being weird), X knows he can't put off the truth any longer. "Listen," he says after one short and companionable silence. "There's... something I need you to know."


B: Valdis and Kit | early May, after talking to Valdis on the beach | Therapy Group, Stat

Valdis has moved out of the Dreaming Bridge now. That's something X intends to do himself, eventually, but not yet -- nowhere near, if he's being honest with himself. He doesn't spend much time there to begin with, and since it looks like sleeping is not an activity he'll get to engage in again any time soon, there's really no point until he's saved up a bit more money.

But he still considers Valdis a roommate. And you don't need to be a reader to know when two different people could benefit from having someone to trust. So X sends both his roommates a message -- text for Kit, audio for Valdis -- in the hopes that Valdis won't keep ignoring him.

Meet me outside the Bridge. There's something I'd like all three of us to do. Don't worry, it's nothing bad.


C: Zephyr | mid May | Crime 1, Identity Thief

Well, X thinks as he stands and blinks at the poster on the outside of the Sentry building. At least this time it took three months for them to decide I'm a threat.

He feels more at home right now than he ever has. That's... something he undoubtedly needs to work through. Still, X can't pinpoint what might have caused this. The one thing he's done that he knew would make the authorities angry, he's already been punished for. Is it because of the park last month? Has someone worked out what he is and decided he can't be allowed to roam free anymore?

The longer X stands there pondering those questions, the more obvious it becomes to any onlookers that the angry, aggressive face depicted in the poster looks about as similar to X as a dragon does to a lizard.


D: The Fool | mid May | Commerce 3, But It's Bespoke!

X's weekly chats with the Fool aren't the only reason he suspects the Fool might be the one who's sent him this... frankly, beautiful coat. It fits X perfectly, which implies an attention to detail, and he can't help recalling the day he tried to climb through the cafeteria window and shattered the glass. He'd been wearing a coat then, nabbed for practicality, cheap and thick and entirely ineffectual against the rain. It would be just like the Fool to order a custom tailored coat right after that.

The problem is that, if he did, he doesn't seem to have paid for it.

So, with the tailor standing right there and very impatient, X tries to get the Fool on the yimo. "He's not very good with technology," X explains to the tailor. "It might take a minute."

"I'm telling you," says the tailor, exasperated, "no one called the Fool ordered this! You did!"
annihilist: (Terse)

A

[personal profile] annihilist 2018-05-04 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Having a shadow at his workplace has been annoying at best. X is not the most terrible company, except for the fact that Devin prefers to be and work alone most of the time (or so he tells himself). He's had worse injuries and the hovering is pointless, to his mind. Often X is left to talk to himself as Devin feigns deafness, carefully keeping his expression as neutral as possible and only occasionally offering any real engagement. He does listen, however, and learn. It only takes a few days until no one would know he was nearly crushed to death by a Hellhound.

The lead-in garners a glance and a raised eyebrow from Devin as he slots a few books into place. "Why do I get the feeling that this knowledge you wish to impart will not be pleasing? You'd have said something sooner, otherwise," he remarks dryly, and gestures for X to continue.
annihilist: (Confused)

[personal profile] annihilist 2018-05-09 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Devin isn't certain what having broken ribs has to do with anyone's ability to receive information; he was just as lucid four days ago as today. Perhaps even more so, although he can allow for the fact that pain has always had a way of sharpening his senses, rather than dulling them, and that isn't the case for everyone.

His expression clouds with both bemusement and dislike for the direction X seems to be taking. "I wasn't aware I was subject to your abilities at the time," Devin begins slowly, processing his reaction to that in context of X's clear hesitation. "You don't seem especially sleep-deprived, if you haven't been sleeping since the incident in the park," he continues. A pause. "How much will you remember?"
annihilist: (Don't mess with me)

[personal profile] annihilist 2018-05-13 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
Everything.

Devin freezes.

What X is describing is among the most horrifyingly invasive situations that Devin has either heard of or been subject to. There is only one other being that can and has read him down to his very atoms, that knows him inside and out, and every moment of his life. The Spirit is, however, a god, a force upon which his universe turns, not a mortal man. Devin knows implicitly that his secrets will be kept, because they have to be, and he gave the Spirit that right long before he had a body to remember it with. There is a bond of immeasurable trust between them that Devin cannot forsake even if he wanted to, and no such bond exists between him and X.

Accident or not, X knowing him that intimately is a violation that makes his blood run cold and extinguishes any flame of anger that might otherwise have arisen. What remains is the naked instinct to run, which will do him no good. It's over already - once X sleeps, that's it. His secrets will be lost to him, as will his shields. Nothing will be only his any longer, and the fleeting illusion of safety that Aifaran has offered will evaporate.

Once X sleeps. Has he not, yet? It's been days.

"You have no right to that," is his feeble protest, barely audible in the quiet hush of the library.
annihilist: (At a loss)

[personal profile] annihilist 2018-05-20 07:39 am (UTC)(link)
There is less relief at that assertion than Devin would have expected or wanted. He barely knows X, and while he's been nothing but honest and amiable in their interactions, Devin still cannot find it in himself to trust the reader. One viciously traumatic incident of a friendly face masking a monster and tearing apart his life was more than enough.

And the Dreaming, Devin knows, has no qualms about exposing his deepest wounds. It's done so before, more than once.

"Don't." The vampire turns back to the books to renew his work, taking the barest of comfort in what are now familiar shelves and volumes. He's privately grateful for the training that keeps his hands from shaking. "As long as you're able. This world may not grant any of us that grace forever."
annihilist: (Not happy)

[personal profile] annihilist 2018-05-29 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
The laugh that escapes Devin's mouth is mirthless and bitter, a hollow-sounding thing. X hasn't been here very long, or he wouldn't need to ask that question.

"Whatever it wants," he mutters, barely keeping control over his voice. Books-- focus on the books, not what X may see of him. "The Dreaming has no qualms, what with not being a living thing with a sense of morals. It has a habit of... bringing to light what should remain in shadow. Secrets have no meaning, no matter your intentions."
annihilist: (Intense stare)

[personal profile] annihilist 2018-05-31 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
Control has defined so much of Devin's life, has been instrumental to his survival, and this place has too often stolen control from him. Whether by inches or miles, the loss of agency has left it's mark on many people here. Splendid and terrible, indeed.

Despite his horror at what X will learn, Devin listens. Some part of him is desperate to not have to hide; he is built to be with people, no matter how much he denies it.

But X does not deserve to bear his burdens. If-- when, Devin reminds himself forcefully, swallowing the lump in his throat-- X sleeps, an ocean of violence will crash down on him. He can't comprehend having to carry Valdis' life on top of his. The fabric of his life is woven with lies and bloodshed and isolation, and that is not a cloak that X should have upon his shoulders.

Too late.

"Judgement is not the real problem," Devin replies quietly, shaking his head. He closes his eyes for a moment, breathing deeply. It doesn't help much. "I am a secret that shouldn't exist," he elaborates distantly. X will learn eventually how much hinges upon the fact that Devin does exist, to his dread. "My life does not belong to me, and so no matter what you absorb, it will not and cannot belong to you, either." He can't help the faint tremble in his voice now, whether it be from anger or fear. What and who he is came at the cost of surrendering his soul; he's learned that was his choice. How that will affect X, Devin cannot begin to guess. "That knowledge or understanding, or whatever you call it and whatever it entails, is extraordinarily dangerous."

He raises his eyes, and something ancient and endless can be seen there for just a moment - or perhaps the agelessness is just a trick of the light. "This world is no refuge from my fate; I carry it with me wherever I go."
spiralpatterns: (look who's digging their own grave)

C | oh boy oh boy

[personal profile] spiralpatterns 2018-05-05 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
Zephyr occasionally swings by to look at posters like these. There's worse ways to earn an income than bringing in dangerous people, anyway.

It hasn't gotten him anywhere yet. But he keeps his eyes open.

On this day, there's a sight to behold. This guy's been there a while, probably, judging by the confused staring. Zephyr leans in, looks at the poster. Looks at the person again. Once or twice more he repeats this, then:

"Huh. You got an evil twin or something?"
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[personal profile] spiralpatterns 2018-05-06 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
"Asri?"

Zephyr shrugs it off, looking the person over again now that they're looking at him, not a poster. "I figure, anyone stopping to stare at a poster like it smacked 'em with a fish probably doesn't have a guilty conscience. If you were actually this person, I don't think you'd still be standing here."

It's an educated guess, sure, but it makes sense to Zephyr. "But it sounds like there's a story here."
spiralpatterns: (lies right down within it)

[personal profile] spiralpatterns 2018-05-06 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Fortunately, Zephyr is not unfamiliar with the idea of gods having actual names. His expression clears, and there's a faint smile about this. "Specific gods. Got it. Seems more polite that way."

Sort of. He's just not going to get into it.

"Someone who looked Dreamfolk and turned out not to be?" Zephyr echoes, and his newness to the world means it takes him a minute to think about it and connect some dots. "Oh. One of the kedan? A shapeshifter?" His best guess, anyway. "Why don't we go somewhere no one else will leap to any conclusions before you start in on anything else."

It isn't really a question.
spiralpatterns: (look who's digging their own grave)

[personal profile] spiralpatterns 2018-05-09 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
Granted, if you know the god you're addressing, there's a point where it comes back around to polite to use their title-- but a name is certainly better than yelling 'god' into the air. Imagine yelling 'human' when inconvenienced.

Zephyr flashes a quick grin in exchange for that smile, and then shrugs, falling into step with X. "I'm new around here. Lead the way."

Assuming, here, that someone who's been here long enough to get into trouble probably knows something of the area. "I'm Zephyr, by the way," he says as they go.
spiralpatterns: (look who makes their own bed)

[personal profile] spiralpatterns 2018-05-12 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not that Zephyr follows without question -- he's been around the block a few too many times to trust someone he's just met unconditionally -- but he has a good feeling and he doesn't feel like questioning anything.

Anyway, he was the one opting to believe X in the first place.

So Zephyr falls into step, pacing with long easy strides at X's heels, keeping half an eye for people who look maybe too interested. "Just X?" He's not one to judge other people's name choices, he just wants to be sure he heard right. "Nice to meet you too." He thinks. Probably.
spiralpatterns: (out on the front doorstep)

[personal profile] spiralpatterns 2018-05-18 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
"I think stories are probably least interesting to the people they're about," Zephyr says wryly, but he lets it go; it's no skin off his nose. X is X, fine.

Zephyr shrugs, linking his hands behind his neck for a moment. ...And then opts to have a little fun: "No, not at all. I've been subsisting on the wind for the last two weeks."
spiralpatterns: (you won't remember this)

[personal profile] spiralpatterns 2018-05-25 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
Oh no, X thought it was serious. Is it his face? Is his deadpan just too deadpan?

Zephyr laughs when X turns to him, a little amused, a little sheepish. "Yeah, I'm joking. What clued you in?" And there's a sort of waving-onward as if to say don't let me stop you. He'd actually like to get to this cafe.
spiralpatterns: (look who's digging their own grave)

[personal profile] spiralpatterns 2018-05-30 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
"I suppose so." He'll admit there's plenty of different types of people.

Zephyr ducks inside when X holds the door for him, absently turning back to check if X has any intent about where to sit. Then-- "Where'd that come from?" he wants to know. "I mean, I've done my fair share of tracking and recovery and dealing with mysterious culprits, I guess, but I wouldn't say I'm a detective, no."
spiralpatterns: (you won't remember this)

[personal profile] spiralpatterns 2018-06-03 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
"Says a lot about a place that needs a lot of people solving mysteries." Zephyr watches X for a moment more to see if he's going to pick, then shrugs and goes to pick a seat out. Somewhere near a wall, preferably. Fewer people to keep an eye on.

"So what'd you get into that you've got a wanted poster, huh? You seem like you have way too many manners for that."
afoolsgold: (blah blah blah)

D!

[personal profile] afoolsgold 2018-05-06 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
In X's defence, procuring a lavish and expensive coat for a friend and then conveniently forgetting to pay the bill is a perfectly Foolish thing for the Fool to have done. If he had done it. Which he had not.

When his yimo rings, the Fool is lounging in a chair near his bedroom window, braiding hair still damp from the bath into a plait over his shoulder and enjoying the warm summer air. Activating the device, he's in the process of muffling a lazy yawn against the back of one slim wrist when he catches the tail end of that conversation: "--I'm telling you, no one called the Fool ordered this! You did!"

He blinks. "...I've done what?"
afoolsgold: (another sly look)

[personal profile] afoolsgold 2018-05-08 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
A bit of smiling laughter and, "How very like me," comes the Fool's reply, voice light with whimsy. With some reluctance, he swings his legs down from where he has his feet propped up on the window sill and crosses his bedroom to find something a bit more appropriate to wear out in public than his house robe. He tucks his yimo into the crook of his jaw and shoulder as he considers his options. (Hmm, shall it be turquoise or scarlet today? Decisions, decisions.)

"But unfortunately no, X, it wasn't me, either. Still, shall I come down to offer some help?" And see the coat in question for himself; he has to admit some curiosity now.
Edited 2018-05-08 13:24 (UTC)
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[personal profile] afoolsgold 2018-05-18 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Turquoise it is. The Fool drapes the elegant garment around himself and then goes to pin up his hair. "I have a few ideas, to that end," he replies lightly. "Give me some time; I will be over as quickly as I can."

Hopefully the tailor is content to wait for the duration of time it takes the Fool to hail a cab and zip across town; it doesn't take as long as it could have, but there is still traffic to contend with, as well as an inconvenient number of uncooperative stop signals. When he arrives, the Fool nonetheless tips the driver well, then hurries into the shop and looks about for X. He's fairly easy to spot.

"Hello," he says to his friend with an affable smile, an expression that doesn't dim in the least when he looks to the tailor. He has his wallet in hand. "Would you mind telling me the cost of the coat?"
afoolsgold: (a little bored)

[personal profile] afoolsgold 2018-05-26 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
The price is steep; some haggling may be required. Nevertheless, the Fool interrupts X with an arch look. "You have not 'made' me do anything. But if you would like to be helpful," he adds, and gestures towards a slightly raised bit of floor in front of a mirror within the shop, "you might stand there." To the tailor, he offers a benign smile and remarks, "A fitting would not go amiss, surely."

The tailor, still holding the coat aloft, looks from X, who he has more or less been holding hostage, to the Fool. Who is now holding him hostage. (Sort of.) "I assure you," he begins, miffed, "this coat is a perfect fit. He has worn it already, he can attest--"

Guilelessly, the Fool replies, "I am pleased to hear it." Then he plucks the coat from the tailor's hands, steps lightly over to X, and holds it up beside him, considering his reflection in the mirror.
bestofthevein: (kit | smoking)

B

[personal profile] bestofthevein 2018-05-07 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
X's message said to meet him outside the Bridge, and so outside the Bridge is where Kit is at--though whether or not this turns out to be something good is still up in the air. True to form, Kit is taking slow, pacing steps to and fro beyond the bridge, working through what might be his second cigarette in the last thirty minutes.
bestofthevein: (kit | talking)

[personal profile] bestofthevein 2018-05-08 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"...I think she might be having a hard time deciding what she wants."

Well that's an ominous opener. Kit angles his cigarette off to the side and makes an effort at wafting the smoke elsewhere, though how successful he is probably depends on which way the wind is blowing. "What she wants?" he repeats, giving X a slightly askance look; did he just step into the middle of a Personal Thing between his roommate and his former roommate?

As for how he's been, he lifts his shoulder in a shrug and takes another pull from the cigarette. Out comes a lungful of smoke. "Just trying to find a job that doesn't involve picking up dead sea animal parts on the beach."
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[personal profile] bestofthevein 2018-05-22 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
"Jellyfish, or octopuses?"

He guesses it is worth a chuckle, picturing a short guy like him trudging along the shoreline shoveling dead sea animals into a wheelbarrow. Kit chuckles some and lifts one broad shoulder in a shrug. "Hard to tell at this point," he admits, finishes off his cigarette, and chucks it down to the ground. He puts out the burning ember with one booted toe. "Once they've been out in the sun for long enough, they all just sort of look..." He pulls a face and makes a vague gesture with one hand. "...like melted versions of themselves. In soup." How appetizing.

Thus far, they still remain the only ones on the bridge, and with a haphazard glance around, he frowns a bit. "Think we should go looking for her?"
bestofthevein: (kit | whaaaaat)

[personal profile] bestofthevein 2018-05-26 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"...At that point, why bother?"

"Because I'm getting paid," Kit answers, chuckling. "It's a dumb as dirt idea, but I'm not in a position to turn down paying work right now."

Setting out on a mission to find a missing person--even a person who has taken it upon herself to make herself missing--is at least a task that Kit can get behind. At X's question, he grimaces and gives his head a slight shake. "No. Tell you the truth, I didn't even realize she'd moved out until you said something about it." A pause, before he admits reluctantly, "I'm not even sure where to start looking."